Sometimes patience isn’t your best friend, neither being a pushover. Life demands from you, attitude, honesty, and congruency.
It is your responsibility to take the reins of your destiny, even when you have to face multiple obstacles.
The image was taken today while I was driving my tractor to his last destiny, it was a moment of farewell with the inner feeling inside my heart that I was doing the right thing for my well being and health.
Being a farmer means you have the huge responsibility to look after your farm, your crops, but the principle, yourself! I ended last year, completely exhausted emotionally, and psychically after so many troubles and pressures from other human beings.
I did my best to save everything from what was made by others, along the way, before I arrived. I had meetings with the Portuguese government and paid so much money for things that I couldn’t believe, till the moment I decided, was over!
At the top of the cake, I had a blindsided romantic breakup, which was the last slap I needed at that moment.
How do I feel today? Devastated, I have inside me a mixture of pain and peace with sadness and joy. I feel when something serious happens in my life, the romantic partners who swore to feel a deep love for me, are always gone! And this leads to the point where all of us should think that love is a choice and one action.
Who chose to leave when you feel completely exhausted and emotionally empty, never loved you, and never saw the real you.
Love is profound, the characteristic that allows you to see and stay with your partner in his or her weak moments.
The moment I live right now, I deserved to have a man by my side to hug me, and say: “Alexandra, everything will be alright!”
Who doesn’t want to be with you when your world is falling apart because the grass is greener, don’t deserve to be with you when you return to the top.
Today I took the responsibilities of the reins of my life again, it doesn’t matter what other people did, said, or even if they left. You know why? Because I am the most important person and self in my life.
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